/ Tuesday, June 24, 2008
hmm
just a random thought
i finally admitted to my mom that i was doing all the psykang in tsd..
or rather, a portion of it
Arianto's still no. 1
and, as i expected...
she was already saying that the "cleverer" people are the ones who dont do the psykang,
but "effectively", arrange for people to DO the psykang,
while taking the credit.
in some way
she is so true
but having taken her advice in previous years
i have come to realise..
that THIS METHOD TOTALLY DOES NOT WORK WITH ME.
why?
cos this requires too much mental power
and the stupid me that i am
already thinks too much.
so WTH AM I DOING THINKING SO MANY LAYERS OVER?!?!?
just for once
for once
i am going to put my heart and soul into something
i have given so much up for tsd
and i dun wanna waste it
so what if i have to do shit work?
i like it!
its fun!
i get to learn so freaking much from mass slotting
and from making props
and from moving props
and looking for props
and so what if i dun get to act?
i can always try other roads
when one door closes,
another opens
(or so people like me who are trying to consol ourselves say)
i'm just too tired
tell me to do something
and i will do it
make use of me if u have to
i dun believe that hardwork does not pay off
please dun let me be wrong
happy bdae liz
happy bdae edward
i'm so sry i am late....
taken during Desmond's slot
( I WAS WEARING SPECS THAT DAY)
taken during YB's slot
"Disasters of one sort of another, take us by surprise, and have to be overcome"
/Hopped!
9:23 PM