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/ Sunday, June 29, 2008


CBA.

economics can be applied to real life instances too.
not just financially
but oppotunity cost includes the benefits that cannot be substancially measured.
like emotional benefit, etc
the cost of believing it,
the cost of not.
weighing which side should i believe.
part of me says:"the evidence is BEFORE YOUR EYES"
the other part says:"things may not be as they seem"
for now,
sandy gurl and sandy guy are at war.
they have just begun trial.
who will win?


i dont know.
















-zoned.



/Hopped!
10:53 PM

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/ Friday, June 27, 2008


what am i doing at 1130pm at night, feeling so superbly drained
tired,
and dunno
stoned?
tsd has ruled my life for the past 2 weeks
nothing but
mass slotting
going to school and staying there for like, 12 hours a day?
i cant believe this..
but there is only 1 more week of this insane lifestyle
1 more week of this tiring nonsensical slotting
but i dun want it to end.

lol?
all my life i love this kind of "mass bonding sessions"
and tsd is like, the ultimate estacy of this feeling..
dont mind me if i am not talking sense..
its 1130 in the night
and i am not sleeping
i DO NOT talk sense...

omg..
going back to this lifestyle
of studying
mugging
shooting
and having tsd workshops like only once a week
seeing these bunch of people (which u have seen everyday for the past MONTH) only twice or thrice a week(unless they are in ur class of course, then u see them 5 times a week)



here i am....feeling super tired
oh no,..
i shall go now to my bed
ten feet by ten feet by ten feet
and wait for my handphone to wake me
nice dimensions
nice proportions
i'll lean on the mattress
and look at the ceiling
and wait for my alarm to call me.








good night






everyone's tired..



/Hopped!
11:27 PM

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/ Tuesday, June 24, 2008


hmm
just a random thought
i finally admitted to my mom that i was doing all the psykang in tsd..
or rather, a portion of it
Arianto's still no. 1
and, as i expected...
she was already saying that the "cleverer" people are the ones who dont do the psykang,
but "effectively", arrange for people to DO the psykang,
while taking the credit.
in some way
she is so true
but having taken her advice in previous years
i have come to realise..
that THIS METHOD TOTALLY DOES NOT WORK WITH ME.
why?
cos this requires too much mental power
and the stupid me that i am
already thinks too much.
so WTH AM I DOING THINKING SO MANY LAYERS OVER?!?!?
just for once
for once
i am going to put my heart and soul into something
i have given so much up for tsd
and i dun wanna waste it
so what if i have to do shit work?
i like it!
its fun!
i get to learn so freaking much from mass slotting
and from making props
and from moving props
and looking for props
and so what if i dun get to act?
i can always try other roads
when one door closes,
another opens
(or so people like me who are trying to consol ourselves say)
i'm just too tired
tell me to do something
and i will do it
make use of me if u have to
i dun believe that hardwork does not pay off







please dun let me be wrong
happy bdae liz
happy bdae edward
i'm so sry i am late....



taken during Desmond's slot
( I WAS WEARING SPECS THAT DAY)



taken during YB's slot


"Disasters of one sort of another, take us by surprise, and have to be overcome"



/Hopped!
9:23 PM

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/ Saturday, June 14, 2008


"I feel too old, and too far, to form new habits."
-end game

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/Hopped!
7:59 AM

>>>

/ Saturday, June 07, 2008


留个青山在,不怕没柴烧
rule no 1: for those who do not give up..



/Hopped!
9:07 PM

>>>

/ Friday, June 06, 2008


i found this on "yelu xie's" blog
well
he's an actor from shao nian yang jia jiang
i just happened to be bored....
so i went to his blog..
and i found this!
its rather amazing
look
just stare at the cross in the centre
slowly,
the purple dots will disappear
and leave a green dot running in circles
try figuring it out!



/Hopped!
10:46 PM

>>>


oh well..
at least i did constructive stuff today..
(like stealing paint from the freaking bangla workers painting our school for tsd
- it wasnt easy okay! the first bucket we brought back was full of CEMENT! WE KENA SCAMMED! the thing was damn freaking heavy lah..-poor arianto.. i just helped keep a look out...)
oh well, finally got back on mwa feet and went to school today
first time in more than a week since i last entered vj
wow..
felt wierd man
when was the last time since i did that..
ever since the start of school
i suspect i spend more time in vj than i spend at home..
oh well
its back to the real world
tsd A levels are coming
woots?

Mandarin Gardens suddenly doesnt seem high enough..
our lives "tai ying liao"

i am going mad
i have no time to study for mid years,
find a play for my freaking end of year tsd exams
(which i have to do so in 2 weeks time)
and yet
WTH AM I DOING READING CHINESE BOOKS!
THIS IS FRIGGING RIDICULOUS MAN
omgggggggggggggggggg
i am reading a 390+++ page book
FLOODED with chinese
omg
and if i may say it arianto style-
"its like, oh my gawdz"

















































































































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oh well, apparently now i am staring at this new crystal ball with paintings inside which i bought for my family...
from shanghai of cos..
it is supposed to reduce the risk of astigmatism if u place it in front of your com..
doubt it works though
but it still looks preety.......
shall post pics of it soon
(provided i actually keep my promise)
-which i dont
cos i am a sucker
who cant keep promises
'cos i am 1) too busy to keep them
2) too busy to remember them
3) too lazy to keep them
4) too lazy to remember them





shall i go sleep now?
its 10pm
but i am freaking sleepy
shall go sleep now
and go somewhere to mug econs 2mr
i shall be crazy and bring my econs tb+ my laptop along
then lug it all the way to orchard road to meet my mom and go shopping
i doubt i can last
or shouldnt i bring my laptop?
OH YEA
i no need bring wad
i gt internet access from my phone!
bravo
brava







-i'm losing it
and imagine, this is AFTER my shanghai trip
i got to tsd today
and everyone looked more stressed than me
can u believe it?
i think i would have snapped if not for the trip...










this is the show which the book i am reading is based on(try figuring that out)
- i swear, i have a problem with expressing my sentences properly..
-self-explainable



/Hopped!
9:56 PM

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/ Thursday, June 05, 2008


oh i dunno....but i m feeling very lethargic this few days...
yea yea.. i am still shanghai sick..
i probably know myself, that part of this feeling is exaggerated...
by myself(try figuring out what i said)
to escape reality?
to attempt to ignore the terrible fact that i havent studied..
nor have i paid attention in class?
oh i dunno~
ghack.






i'm screwed..
i just wasted another day..grrr



/Hopped!
7:22 PM

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/ Wednesday, June 04, 2008


Oh my..its like..2 days since i am back..
this does not change the fact that i miss shanghai..
i am shanghai-sick
i suspect i a obsessed..
oh wells
THE TRIP HAS A BLOG
HOW COOL IS THAT????
mostly so we can share photos and exchange info on the report and all..but who CARES..
i love it~
so i am going to post them all up..
besides, no one is going to see them..
my blog is dead anyway..
considering how i dun BOTHER advertising..


This is the one taken at jin cai high school-day 3


Han shan si...the place where supposedly hearing the bell would mean we would do well in our exams..but we didnt get to hear it...=.=lll-day 5


Ming Xiao Lin...the supposed act cute photo-Day 6


Min Xiao Lin 2- i actually look okay in this pic..
its my desktop pic now~- day 6


Zhong Shan Lin the ridiculous 392 steps( not including the even more ridiculous straight road leading to the steps) just to see a tomb- event though the view was damn good...
Actually, taking this photo wasnt easy...
the fact that we had so many people actually blocked out the crowd behind us..
there were freaking alot of people there lah
-day 6

At the school we visited in Nanjing...
the gigantic balloon was scary..
all of us went "whoa..." when the bus drove past it..
abit too formal rite....

Again another photo at the nanjing school..
this is our last group photo le..-Day 7





















Today is ARC chalet day....
i went and came back
mass gambling once again...
haha
i forgot lah....
i onli remembered when they reminded me yesterday...

TODAY IS CECILIA'S 17TH BDAE!!
HAPPY BDAE CE!!
u r 16 no moreeeeee~~
awwwwwwwwwwwww




/Hopped!
11:20 PM

>>>

/ Tuesday, June 03, 2008


it has barely been 14 and a half hours since we dispersed from Changi Airport
yet..
i miss u guys so much..
honestly,
i am shanghai sick..
u guys rock u noe..
8:13pm.
exactly a week ago,
half of the girls were crashing the boy's hostel..
(the rest went to carrefore)
the whole group of us sneaked past the guards and sneaked up 5 floors o the boy's room
at this time, we are probably on the floor,
outside the rooms
and introducing ourselves(of course there were constantly interruptions from people who just finished their baths and came out to join us..)
1 week ago,
we were all strangers..
1 week later,
today..
i cant imagine life without you guys..
back in singapore..
the fact that i am going back to my normal life is starting to sink in..
the pressure is starting to kill
my life would once again go back to air rifle, tsd, and sleeping..
it wont be as simple and fun as the past week
where all i had to worry about
was whether the shopkeeper would give me the price i want for something
and how to get some people to shut up
and getting enough sleep from gambling through the night..

1st of June- 2nd last night..
the fun really began today(?)..
this is the day the gambling clan was formed..
we started playing cards at 11 plus..
a friendly sesssion simply to pass time evolved into a new bond
haha, a new group of us was formed..
we played through the night,
untill 525am in the morning..
then we decided to stop and take a nap..
chee yong and ian went back to their room
while gabriel camped in our room
i had a brilliant night untill the stupid phone rang for morning call..

2nd of june- last night..
We decided to postpone the gambling session, because we decided to sneak out to go shopping
-the 5 of us.. Me, naomi, guan hua, gabriel and henry..
we went to ask 崔先生 whether there is any place nearby where we could go out to.
he said, discreetly, that we could take the mrt to 新街口 to walk around...
and so we invited the gambling clan, who call the other guys too..
so it ended up with the 13 of us, sneaking out to 新街口...taking the mrt on our own
and without the teacher's knowledge..
that adventure..
rocked like hell
whahahahahah
it was darn fun..
the mrt in china uses these plastic coins that work like ezlink cards!
damn cool!

when we finally found a place to shop,
i managed to get my last min souveniers
and we found this cool magic shop,
where we each bought magic tricks..
not very cheap, but super fun..
haha
it was like walking into zonkos..
joel bought 'the wallet who would not burn'
ming tjong-the already super pro cards trick person, bought a more complex card thingy
ian, my 小哥(because he is born on 30th dec) bought his super nice multiplying ball thingy
kevin gt the shrinking box, the disappearing pack of cards and the instant "ice"
i got the lightning, transferring trick
then me and chee yong shared and learnt 3 card tricks
the whole trip back
was super wierd
cos you could see people doing wierd stuff
practicing their tricks..
man, i am going to miss that part of the trip...
when we got back,
we decided to be crazy and attempted our 2nd- almost no sleep night
unfortunately,
only 4 of us lasted..
me, chee yong, gabriel and kevin..
surprisingly, 1 representative from each room
Ming Tjong, Ian and naomi k.oed before the night ended..
we lasted to 3 plus,
and then we all went to sleep- in our room..
so ian and naomi shared 1 bed(looking damn scandalous-haha.)
and i slept at the foot of the other bed, gabriel slept from the other side, and chee yong slept on the couch, with his legs propped on the bed
Ming Tjong and kevin went back to their room.
5 of us- 1 room..
lol...

GO GAMBLING CLAN

630: morning call-darn, i was the one who picked up the phone again..
chee yong and i managed to get the other guys plus naomi to wake up..
then we went to wash up and change into our school uniform...
and do our last packing up of stuffs..
715: my bag was already outside, waiting for the bell boys to come collect them.
naomi was still packing..
i hung around, checked for last min stuff which i left behind..
kevin and ming tjong already left for breakfast...
730(around there): we went for breakfast at the rotating restaurant..(the place where the tables were could revolve around the buffet area, and we could see the different sceneries!(even though the place was super foggy)) me, naomi, gabriel, chee yong, edmund and ian sat at the same table...- our last breakfast...
815: we finished out breakfast, and after stoning, we headed down to prepare to leave..
825: the bus left
900: we reached the 南京树人学校, and began our so called culture exchange where we went round the school( the english standard in this school is so much better than 进才's...), oh and i fell asleep during the music lesson(actually, all of us did)
1145: we had lunch at the school canteen..
12(something): we left the school and began our grueling 5 hour bus journey back to shanghai..
235: we stopped at some place for a break..and to change..(i changed into jeans!)
5(plus): we stopped at the pearl place to buy pearl powder and pearlm related stuff(i bought 3 packs of pearl powder and 2 packs of pearl cream...tracia bought 5 each laH!)
after that, we headed for dinner...
the last dinner was the best..
the food was the best(man, shanghai food tasted so good compared to nanjing's)
mr chan said his 4 Cs...
and our table did our 45 secs long YAM-SENG
then, we left for 正大广场-this super posh, super ex(worst than singapore price) shopping mall..
i actually bought this marker at 8 yuan from Muji...(to clear my coins)
830: we met up, and proceeded to the air port..
we packed in our final shopping stuffs, checked in our baggages(joel had to throw away his lighter fuel)then the teachers let us off till 1130 where we had to meet at the gate D79...
we ended up camping at the gate instead..
and played cards,
hung around..
laughed at ying ying for being the 屁股洞4 times in a row(we were playing asshole ti-tee)
1130: the gate opened, we entered the plane: SQ 825
12 midnight: The flight took off
throughout the whole flight, i watched The other boleyn girl...
the story's damn sad...
i tried watching definately, maybe, twice..
but ended up sleeping...
cos i was so tired..
459: the plane touched down- the end is near..
5plus: my mom went to the wrong terminal, so i went to look for her at the sky train...
i went home..
and slept till 4 in the afternoon..-cool rite..


i dunno why i am recording these 2 nights so deeply..
but it was so fun for me..
i dont want to forget them..
esp the last time..
when i left..
and everything..





the trip rocked..
and i miss it so much
sucks being back
i am back in my normal life..
sucks like hell..
-feels like pae all over again..
-the nasty bits..
the desperation...
i want to grasp it in my hands..
and not let go.
i dont want to stay alone at home..
again..
and think all over again(as if my thoughts are not overthought enough)
i shall go look at the photos now..
i noe i shouldnt live in the past..
but i love it..
i love the past..
time now is 9:16
1 week ago i would be still at the boys dom..
playing murderer..(i was in between jia ling and gabriel)
24 hours ago, i was at the airport already..
48 hours ago..
i was at xin jie kou..















i miss the trip..



/Hopped!
8:10 PM

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