i just went to see lin yu's blog..
after like..
how many gazillion years?
then i glanced at her wish list..
and suddenly..
it all came back to me..
the memories,
the plans..
the dreams we had..
5 months..
5 months and i have changed into a totally different person..
how come this world like that one?
even if i am not a completely new person..
i am one who does not keep in contact..
who is so figging antisocial..
i ostracise myself..
i am sad to say, i have officially pushed myself into the corner of being a loner..
i got off to a wrong start in vj
why..
no
actually,
i got off to a superb start..
but i lost it after jae..
lin yu..
i miss u..
can we go to venice together?
cambridge seems to super far now...
can u remind me to not give up..
i'm losing my skill in lit..
i think like shit now
i cant do anything..
i cant think..
my other 3 subjects are dying because of tsd and air rifle
wtf..
and i m turning vulgar..
i suppose..
this is what
you call..
stress?
[the silence in between indicates added tension..as well as blankness of the mind]
i need to master the art of using my hp
to actually talk to people..
to come out of my hole(in a proper way)
i suddenly miss the 5 of u all..
so much..
lin yu, silan, meli, nienyuan, baboon...
remember the days we used to have?
the going to recess together..
our wallets in our hands
begging the teachers to let us off early...
baboon and her stupid gigantic pen..
nien yuan and her messy hair..
meli and silan with their cantonese..
lin yu with her edward..
hanging out at the toilet, at the lockers...
going to lit together...
jc..
seems
so different....
/Hopped!
6:17 PM
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