/ Thursday, May 22, 2008
rarrr
my hols aare damn screwed up.
i cant wait to escape to shanghai
i need the breakkkk
NAOMIIIIIIII~~~~~
/Hopped!
9:41 PM
/ Wednesday, May 21, 2008
well..
we lost soccer guys finals..T.T
honestly..that moment there, was super sad man..
seeing all the soccer guys look so sad..
i felt real bad..
Soccer guys and soccer girls are damn different lah...
i mean..
the ball for soccer guys was super fast..
i barely could chase where it was...
oh well..
it was really funny, before the match..
it was like stepping back into AHS..
seeing everyone all over,
people that you have never seen in like, AGES..
then went out with lin yu for dinner...i truely enjoyed myself for the first time in like....
how long?
haha..
had ajisen for dinner...
caught up with lin yu..
elizabeth lily-belle bear (Elbb)
finally reunited with jack eugene-edward teddy(Jeet)
(i swear, their names are too long)
then bought "the lost" on impulse..
omg, i swear i have no idea why i bought a 30 buck book for nothing..
i have no mood to do my tsd essay laaarrrrr
(sian..again lah, see lah)
/Hopped!
10:17 PM
/ Monday, May 19, 2008
This is the point of time, where i completely lose it..
again..
about time..
i have been so...
stressed out..
i cant think properly anymore..
really..
so it is true..
that i need to rest...
and that i cannt keep running 24.7
wth
this is the point of time..
where all i can think of doing
is slack
slack
sleep
watch tv
i cant stop
i cant think
i cant do my frigging lit essay..
will i ever regret going to arts stream?
losing my csi ambition.
definitely..
like me and johnny(my snr)
were discussing on fri at foh..
what the hell are we doing in arts fac
wth are we taking tsd for..
i dunno..
NEVER NEVER look down on people from arts fac..
cos they are so imba..
so imba..
that i think sometimes they are more pro than sc fac people..
i dunno how they do it..
arts fac people have to juggle much muc more stuff than sc fac people..
who simply mug all day...
go arts fac!
i dunno if i can keep it up that long...
and because i promised you(and since i have not exactly been keeping promises lately)
here's me and liz!
8 days more..
i thought i could rest during this vesak day holiday..
but apparently..
it wasnt enough..
i suppose thats why there is june holidays(which technically doesnt exist, but who cares)
陈秋吟，加油！
不能放弃自己。。。
即使是天塔下来， 我一样能扛。。。
这是自欺欺人的第一法
/Hopped!
9:04 PM
/ Sunday, May 18, 2008
i just went to see lin yu's blog..
after like..
how many gazillion years?
then i glanced at her wish list..
and suddenly..
it all came back to me..
the memories,
the plans..
the dreams we had..
5 months..
5 months and i have changed into a totally different person..
how come this world like that one?
even if i am not a completely new person..
i am one who does not keep in contact..
who is so figging antisocial..
i ostracise myself..
i am sad to say, i have officially pushed myself into the corner of being a loner..
i got off to a wrong start in vj
why..
no
actually,
i got off to a superb start..
but i lost it after jae..
lin yu..
i miss u..
can we go to venice together?
cambridge seems to super far now...
can u remind me to not give up..
i'm losing my skill in lit..
i think like shit now
i cant do anything..
i cant think..
my other 3 subjects are dying because of tsd and air rifle
wtf..
and i m turning vulgar..
i suppose..
this is what
you call..
stress?
[the silence in between indicates added tension..as well as blankness of the mind]
i need to master the art of using my hp
to actually talk to people..
to come out of my hole(in a proper way)
i suddenly miss the 5 of u all..
so much..
lin yu, silan, meli, nienyuan, baboon...
remember the days we used to have?
the going to recess together..
our wallets in our hands
begging the teachers to let us off early...
baboon and her stupid gigantic pen..
nien yuan and her messy hair..
meli and silan with their cantonese..
lin yu with her edward..
hanging out at the toilet, at the lockers...
going to lit together...
jc..
seems
so different....
/Hopped!
6:17 PM
well..
after stoning the whole afternoon away..
i am finally 1 hr away till the end of this stupid taekwondo competition..
nt that it is supposed to be boring or what..
i suppose if you understand wth they are doing, or if there isnt a stupid plasma tc screen blocking your view of the whole even, it wouldnt be that terrible..
unfortunately, that is the case...
oh well
i finally gt hand of my laptop..
thanks to my terribly terribly excellent bro...
(which made me feel bad that i was ka-chiaoing him this morning, making him talk to china people)
-er..long story
oh well, anyway...
i love the internet
i just realised..
haiz
as much as i love my laptop....
the day has been super boring..
and with exception for the super funny "singapore national team" performance(the national team was made up of little kids..which were super cute- i mean! this 3 little boys were slamming their little legs into planks..and they broke!!)
the suana like environment..
etc..
i realised..
i really should start to publicise my blog..
its like
dying/dead/rotting
-countdown 9 days to SHANGHAI!!
WOOTS
-ce...are you coming to send me off?
-BRING ON THE BRAINFREEZE-i love slurpee
/Hopped!
6:02 PM
/ Saturday, May 17, 2008
well..
after so many freaking days..
(actually 13)
i FINALLY have the time to blog..
oh well
monos are over~~
whee~
and i have just finished FOH(Front of house) at the drama centre(which is at the national library)
i swear..
it is the world's most fun cip(and the slackiest)
haha
spent like..dunno how many hours talking..crapping..wasting time with johnny..
lol
and the VS boys were....
=.=?
they actually asked the rating of the play..
wth
haha
i couldnt stop laughing..
they RAN okay
they RAN almost EVERYWHERE
ran to the foyer before the place opened,
ran out during interval..
ran back in..
ran out after the show..
darn funny..
the best part,
was after the show..
this super funny VS boy kept trying to psyco his friend to ask me out
lol
"too bad kiddo, i m too old for ya
pick on somebody ur own size man.."
then after trying to prevent them from stealing our pencils(we still lost 2 anyway...)
i saw this super cute VS boy, he tried to litter..
cos he "dropped" his ticket stub(super intentionally)
and then realised i was looking straight at him..
stared, stunned..
blinked..
then bent down to pick up the stub,
looking awfully embarressed and sorry
HAH
SO FUNNY LAH
i couldnt stop laughing..
of course there was the walkie talkie...
and all the backstage exploring Johnny and i attempted to make..
oh well..
just a randomness entry..
i shall attempt to actually make a proper one soon..
2mr's mini comp/ mastery review day..
yeowz
wish me luck
i need it..
wish me stable hands
and accurate eyes
and a calm mind...
and now i m off to sleep
auf wiedesehen~
/Hopped!
12:16 AM
/ Saturday, May 03, 2008
i dont want to be there and witness all the bitching.
/Hopped!
1:26 PM
/ Thursday, May 01, 2008
Well..
its kinda messy ard here
things are wild
my room looks like a tornado hit it(except for my books shelf, cos i dont have the time to TOUCH IT)
my life's as messy as 24(messy, bud enjoyable)
and my schedule?
is besides air rifle, monologue cramming, lit essay writing, econs mugging and the soon to come tsd cips, i have absolutely almost no time to slack..
much or less to say blog..
oh well..
yesterday was sports day...
the free drinks rocked, so did the pushball game( it felt great to sadistically see people rolling over that gigantic ball)
the cheer leading was cool
and yesh!! MASS DANCE( i swear i looked like a lost idiot during "i want you")
then there was the bbq at sam's house( which i had to endure through a gruelling headache)
and the shock when i found out that my ex co-form teacher is Sam's MOM?!?!?!?0.0
man, how small can this world get?!?!?!?!?!
oh well~
monos monos..
wish me good luck man
i have to act a bimbotic, jealous, out of control actress wife..
i am so screwed
I AM GOING TO ACT!!>.<
oh no..
oh no...
AYE 12~ WHOO WHOO!
/Hopped!
9:55 PM