nice.
i gt 鬼压床 for 2 nights in a row
or rather i tink it is..
have u eva gt the experience of sleeping
and then suddenly being unable to breathe?
actually this is my 3rd experience at it..
okay, shall tell the whole story starting from the 1st time
the first time happened a few months ago..
this year..
it was in the middle of the night,
when i suddenly realised that i wasnt breathing
i didnt noe why
dat time wasnt so bad..
cos i juz started breathing
but the moment i dozed off and went back to bed,
i 'forgot' to breathe again
and that went on for quite a long time
and i finally fell asleep till the next morn..
i was so scared lah,
i was so scared dat time,
afraid dat i would doze off forgetting to breathe,
and dat i wouldnt realize it at all
if dat happened,
i wouldnt even be here in the 1st place already..
after that time,
i never felt that kind of experience again
untill last last night
normally i sleep in my room
but becos of the hot weather these days,
i sleep in my parents room to 'kapo' the aircon
on a mattress on the floor
and on that night
i couldnt breathe again
this time,
i was confident dat i did not 'forget' to breathe
'cos the moment i realised dat i wasnt breathing,
and wanted to breathe,
i just couldnt
my nose wasnt blocked or anything
i juz couldnt breathe
air went in my nose
but no oxygen was supplied
and the worst part,
was that this time i couldnt open my eyes fully
i struggled
and struggled within
i dont know if i moved,
or even attempted to
but i remember dat time, was dat my main motive was to open my eyes full and breathe
i finally did
but when i did,
i just,
just couldnt move..
i thought of calling my mom,
but decided against it..
cos i didnt want to wake her up..
then i decided to ignore it
and go back to sleep
and i couldnt breathe again
i struggled
and opened my eyes and breathed..
that, went on for i cant remember how many times,
but it went on for quite some time..
then yesterday,
i told my mom
we all thought tat it may be something wrong with my way of breathing or wad,
anyway,
i was sso worried dat the same thing would happen to me again if i fell asleep
i was so scared dat i wouldnt be able to breath again
and also cos the moment i lay down on the bed,
i already felt myself losing my control over my body
maybe cos i was too tired or wad,
but the whole night
i had so many wierd dreams
which all seemed so real
yet,
so wierd
then suddenly,
i couldnt breathe again
this time, my head was much clearer
but the senario was different.
this time i could wave my hands
i remember clearly my hands were waving and moving frantically
but i just couldnt breathe and open my eyes
i suffocated for a longer time this time
and when i suddenly opened my eyes and breathed,
i had enough.
i wanted to get up and call my mom
but the funny thing was
that this time,
the moment i opened my eyes and was able to breathe,
i couldnt move
nor talk
at all
i tried to keep awake as long as possible
but i just couldnt
i didnt suffocate again dat night though
but funny realistic dreams juz kept appearing in my head
i cant remember wad exactly i dreamed already
but i remember the only the last one clearly
i dreamt that i was in my room
and waking up to get ready to go to school
i still remember walking to the toilet in the semi darkness,
closing the door,
brushing my teeth
juz as i normally do
then suddenly i juz woke up
and i realised dat the sun was coming out
after that,
the wierd dreams didnt come back
i slept peacefully till 10am
even though i did wake up a few times in between
but when i woke up at 10
i felt very wierd
there was something wrong with me
my whole body was aching
and my body developed a wierd flu which i had no sign of
and my throat had some kind of funny sore throat
which i never experienced before
it is different from normal sore throat
i just cant describe it
and my head,
just didnt feel right
everything was wrong
i dunno
maybe its juz cos i waws too tired or wad
but..
its juz creepy
i'm gonna go back to my room to sleep tonite
i need to sleep PEACEFULLY
i cant stand it..
i cant standd sleeping every second and worrying if i am going to wake up the next morning
and i still need to do AMATH hw..
btw,
cd did a greaaaat job yesterday
gd luck!
they are starting soon..
jia youz!
/Hopped!
2:01 PM
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