Guess what,
2mr's the start of school
again
no wait
its for the last time already
NO WAY
the last time in Anglican High?
well
this is nice
i feel old
i really dont want to leave
i dont want to graduate
no matter how much i dislike the school,
boon, zombie
some very stupid decisions
and even coming to to this school in the first place
no matter how much i regret it
i dont want to leave
in p6
i was so happy to get into this school
it was the school of my dreams
i remember how hard i worked for PSLE in order to get into this school
i didnt even expect myself to get 244
i gt like wad
210 for prelims lah
when i gt here
i was happy once again
i gt into the CCA of my dreams
Guides
here and there
up and down
my life here has been filled with happiness and sad ones
here i met one of the best friends i have now
Nat, Lin Yu, Meli, Lan..
and made my worst enemies(whom i dreadfully not name)
i did my worst decisions
some of which i may regret for life
and others which i will bring wonderful memories,
all the way to my deathbed
here my whole life changed
from the quiet girl
to the super uber talkative crappy one you have here
from the complete harry potter fan
to the still-complete-harry-potter-fan-but-even-greater-sweety-fan person
i dunno
was the decision for me to come into this school wrong?
i admit
in sec 3
i completely HATED the school
seriously
come to think of it
i cant really blame myself
my friends were falling apart
there were problems in my family
i was stuck in a new class
with not many people i knew
in my cca i had to deal with the fact that majority of my fellow sec 3 guides was so busy doing proposals
and all i could do to help them
was act as i/c in the activities
beneath my happy face
came the almost-about-to-explode internal soul
but i still managed to make it through
didnt i
i managed to stay around
sandy chan managed to last
and although my life is definately not the most interesting of all
i still somewhat enjoy it
somewhat
life now
has improved
i suppose
at least now
i know how to control myself
to control myself not to think so much into things
when i feel tired or what
just go off to some imaginary land
where you are really who you are
actually
i am not even sure who i am
i just noe
that if i wast who i am
i would definatly be lost
yesterday
was the guides carnival
the last official time
i will be with guides
yep
the fact i didnt make it to most importantly farewell
was
stupid
and idiotic
i hate myself for that
guides
i saw the sec 3s
strutting around with their 1 or 2 lines
and i cant help but think
man
how fast time flies
i never thought that the day would come
when i would here people going zhi qi mam
or shanna mam, yi ern mam etc
the feeling is undescribable
bittersweet
after that
came ixora's patrol outing
went to marina bay to eat
bbq steamboat
me, sam, zhi qi, suan ching, evangelin, clara and jia-en
my wonderful patrol
even though it wasnt complete
yep,
ixora was there
the feeling was there
that kind of feeling
i may never share with my patrol ever again
was there
i love my patrol
really
and
i dreadfully miss them right now
if you can imagine
i'm actually crying when i type this
haha
because
i will really miss them
and this dinner
made a very nice ending
clara's butter(deepfried)prawns
the fireworks that came from the NDP rehersal(we are the ONLY patrol to have fireworks during our patrol outings!!)
me and my prawn peeling
and the burnt aluminium oils
ixora! wo ai ni
i hate to be mushy
but
i really love my patrol
especially this year's
more than any year i ever had
sam, char, zhiqi, suanching, evangelin, deborah, clara, jia-en,Hweefen
and also including hui kian
even though you have transferred away from us
i will miss you guys so much
at least i will still see sam and char
but the rest of you
my chances of seeing you
has greatly decreased
but still
love ya
its the last run to the finish line!jia you jia you jia you!ixora bloom!
/Hopped!
6:37 PM
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