guess wad,
i'm going to uk in 3 days
wow
3 days
seriously
i dont know what to expect
seriously
i cant actually believe that i am going to uk
i cant believe it
at this kind of senario
this kind of time
it seems too much unreal
i havent even packed
i havent even realised what to expect
i cant even remember where we are going?
i havent fixed my mp3 yet!
i havent finished my homework
i havent played enough for the june hols
i havent gone out enough
i havent even planned what i want to do during my trip there
my mom hasnt even changed the money for my uk trip!
i havent adjusted to the fact that i wont be able to have contact with the world i have here for 10(not full)days
my mind's not prepared with the fact that the moment i come back
i would have already left guides
i dont want to realise that the moment i come back from uk, there would onli be 4 days till school reopens
i havent told myself that the moment school starts,
there would be no more playing
i havent lived enough yet.
i dont want to die after the uk trip
why am i talking liketat
as if i cam going to die after the uk trip likedat(choi! touchwood)
cannot blame me
the uk trip
marks the end of playful sandy's playful life
well
at least the Os are over
the next 5 months
will be tough
and hard
can i hold on?
maybe
a year's time
i will look back
and realised
that everything
didnt turn out as bad as i expected it to be
that
i really hope..
really..
从你眼睛看着自己最幸福的倒影
握在手心的默契是明天的指引
无论是远近什么世纪
在天堂拥抱或荒野流离
我爱你我敢去未知的任何命运
我爱你我愿意准你来跋扈地决定世界边境
偶尔我真的不懂你又有谁真懂自己
往往两个人多亲密是透过伤害来证明
像焦虑不安我就任性
怕泄漏你怕所以你生气
我爱你让我听你的疲惫和恐惧
我爱你我想亲你倔强到极限的心
我撑起所有爱围成风雨的禁地
当狂风豪雨想让你喘口气
被划破的信心需要时间痊愈
梦想牵着怀疑未来看不清
就紧紧地拥抱去传递
能量和勇气我爱你
我爱你我想去未知的任何命运
我爱你让我听你的疲惫和恐惧
我爱你我想亲你倔强到极限的心
哪里都一起去一起仰望星星
一起走出森林一起品尝回忆
一起误会妒忌一起雨过天晴
一起更懂自己一起找到意义
让我爱你
我不要没有你我不能没有你绝不能没有你
/Hopped!
2:02 PM
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