/ Thursday, June 28, 2007
sian.
i havent done english yet.
*counts down e hours*
/Hopped!
7:05 PM
wow..
its the end of June already?
thats fast
today had O level chinese orals
i hope i didnt screw up
i dunno
i cant remember wad i said
only pray that the teachers understood wad i said
well
life's full of unknowns
sometimes i prefer to not know too much
it kills
-knowing too much that is
sometimes its nice being innocent
the survey in school the other day
" Do you really like your school?"
i admit
i ticked a stongly disagree on that one
i love the people in the school
i love my CCA
i love my class
i hate the school itself
dunno y
maybe i was being too harsh
or maybe the reason was the 'uber-low-school-spirit-but-which-is-thankfully-improving'
hmm
i dunno
argh
i dont care
they say its confidential
i take them for their word
call me stupid
i dont care
i prefer to believe that there are people in this world
who actually keep to their word
well
the world's changing
and anyway
this year's the last year already
cant be bothered
heard some guy gt beaten up by some bedok green boys outside 4G
from who?
of cos from our gossip queen meli
who else
and gladfully
she didnt let me down
with help from nien
who's friend was in the class
and some parts of the rumour spreading like wildfire
we somewhat pieced the whole pic out
well
i can just say that the gangsters were stupid
very dumb
i need to pia english later
and i havent bathed yet
well
hah
*edit*: omg, boon's window gt smashed yesterday
before sch ended
dunno the link
/Hopped!
5:46 PM
/ Sunday, June 24, 2007
Guess what,
2mr's the start of school
again
no wait
its for the last time already
NO WAY
the last time in Anglican High?
well
this is nice
i feel old
i really dont want to leave
i dont want to graduate
no matter how much i dislike the school,
boon, zombie
some very stupid decisions
and even coming to to this school in the first place
no matter how much i regret it
i dont want to leave
in p6
i was so happy to get into this school
it was the school of my dreams
i remember how hard i worked for PSLE in order to get into this school
i didnt even expect myself to get 244
i gt like wad
210 for prelims lah
when i gt here
i was happy once again
i gt into the CCA of my dreams
Guides
here and there
up and down
my life here has been filled with happiness and sad ones
here i met one of the best friends i have now
Nat, Lin Yu, Meli, Lan..
and made my worst enemies(whom i dreadfully not name)
i did my worst decisions
some of which i may regret for life
and others which i will bring wonderful memories,
all the way to my deathbed
here my whole life changed
from the quiet girl
to the super uber talkative crappy one you have here
from the complete harry potter fan
to the still-complete-harry-potter-fan-but-even-greater-sweety-fan person
i dunno
was the decision for me to come into this school wrong?
i admit
in sec 3
i completely HATED the school
seriously
come to think of it
i cant really blame myself
my friends were falling apart
there were problems in my family
i was stuck in a new class
with not many people i knew
in my cca i had to deal with the fact that majority of my fellow sec 3 guides was so busy doing proposals
and all i could do to help them
was act as i/c in the activities
beneath my happy face
came the almost-about-to-explode internal soul
but i still managed to make it through
didnt i
i managed to stay around
sandy chan managed to last
and although my life is definately not the most interesting of all
i still somewhat enjoy it
somewhat
life now
has improved
i suppose
at least now
i know how to control myself
to control myself not to think so much into things
when i feel tired or what
just go off to some imaginary land
where you are really who you are
actually
i am not even sure who i am
i just noe
that if i wast who i am
i would definatly be lost
yesterday
was the guides carnival
the last official time
i will be with guides
yep
the fact i didnt make it to most importantly farewell
was
stupid
and idiotic
i hate myself for that
guides
i saw the sec 3s
strutting around with their 1 or 2 lines
and i cant help but think
man
how fast time flies
i never thought that the day would come
when i would here people going zhi qi mam
or shanna mam, yi ern mam etc
the feeling is undescribable
bittersweet
after that
came ixora's patrol outing
went to marina bay to eat
bbq steamboat
me, sam, zhi qi, suan ching, evangelin, clara and jia-en
my wonderful patrol
even though it wasnt complete
yep,
ixora was there
the feeling was there
that kind of feeling
i may never share with my patrol ever again
was there
i love my patrol
really
and
i dreadfully miss them right now
if you can imagine
i'm actually crying when i type this
haha
because
i will really miss them
and this dinner
made a very nice ending
clara's butter(deepfried)prawns
the fireworks that came from the NDP rehersal(we are the ONLY patrol to have fireworks during our patrol outings!!)
me and my prawn peeling
and the burnt aluminium oils
ixora! wo ai ni
i hate to be mushy
but
i really love my patrol
especially this year's
more than any year i ever had
sam, char, zhiqi, suanching, evangelin, deborah, clara, jia-en,Hweefen
and also including hui kian
even though you have transferred away from us
i will miss you guys so much
at least i will still see sam and char
but the rest of you
my chances of seeing you
has greatly decreased
but still
love ya
its the last run to the finish line!
jia you jia you jia you!
ixora bloom!
/Hopped!
6:37 PM
/ Friday, June 22, 2007
yes, i do know dat it is 230AM in the morning.
yea i do
but due to the fact that i m suffering from SERIOUS jetlagging...
i m here
yep
i am here
i woke up at 1pm this afternoon
and i cant sleep now
sian
i feel like sleeping
but i just cant
so well
since i'm up and awake
might as well use the com
as u guys have realised
i have nt blogged ever since i came back
well dats cos i didnt even get the chance to use the com in the first place!
my bro and father were kopping it the whole way
sian
so might as well make use of the night/morning to use e com
i love UK
shall post more pic about it soon
expect my blog to be spammed by pics
cos i took 500+ pics
well
561 to be accurate
hehe
yea well
i will take those bo liao ones out lah
put up the nicer ones
well
juz to award the nice people who actually look at my blog
here's the greatest pic i have in my cam
aw
how cute
well, miss koh was about to hide from the cam
and happened to be in this pose
and if u guys realise
mr ong's wearing Ms koh's PINK jacket
hehe
dats y he was posing for the cam ANYWAY
cos everyone was grabbing out their cams and snapping snapping snapping away
hehe
and well
we happened to be sitting beside them
and gt a perfect shot
nice rite^^
hehe
okay
shall go check my email liao
its 247am
[ soliloquy ]
Why dunst thy graceful gift of rest come upon thee
had i done something that hadnst kept my allergians clear?
I had not
then y arent i able to brace the peaceful drought of work?
Enough of this nonsense!
To bed!
[exit]
/Hopped!
2:28 AM
/ Monday, June 18, 2007
hehe..
well here i am..
bloggin from UK
guess wad guys!!
its super fun here!!!!!
haha
miss everyone..
and i feel uber stupid not being able to attend farewell and graduation
haizzz
but anyway..
i gtg liao
bb!^^
/Hopped!
3:49 PM
/ Monday, June 11, 2007
yo
this shall be the last entry i will be posting from home
in like,
10- days
how nice
dunno
i feel
excited
yet
i dunno
maybe i still cant accept the fact that i will be flying off in...
7 hours
wow
thats excellent
and i must say
my luggage's not settled yet
well
sotong me left my macbeth at home too
so i had to go get it
at the same time get lin yu's
and
whoa,
it was there^^
checked the weather
doesnt look good
90% precipitation 2mr
nice nice
how precipitation=snow,
not rain
bud anyway
2mr will b full of travelling
nt much
I CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
UK HERE I COME!!!!!
look!
peacocks!
taken from some toilet in sentosa
they were there peepin at babes in bikinis showering
sickos.
haha^^
我依然还在等待
等待你会明白
一颗坚强的心在等你回来
风在吹让他擦去我脸上的泪
不要以为我真的无所谓
不怕累只要我的身边有你陪
请你相信我是真的不后悔
/Hopped!
3:54 PM
/ Friday, June 08, 2007
guess wad,
i'm going to uk in 3 days
wow
3 days
seriously
i dont know what to expect
seriously
i cant actually believe that i am going to uk
i cant believe it
at this kind of senario
this kind of time
it seems too much unreal
i havent even packed
i havent even realised what to expect
i cant even remember where we are going?
i havent fixed my mp3 yet!
i havent finished my homework
i havent played enough for the june hols
i havent gone out enough
i havent even planned what i want to do during my trip there
my mom hasnt even changed the money for my uk trip!
i havent adjusted to the fact that i wont be able to have contact with the world i have here for 10(not full)days
my mind's not prepared with the fact that the moment i come back
i would have already left guides
i dont want to realise that the moment i come back from uk, there would onli be 4 days till school reopens
i havent told myself that the moment school starts,
there would be no more playing
i havent lived enough yet.
i dont want to die after the uk trip
why am i talking liketat
as if i cam going to die after the uk trip likedat(choi! touchwood)
cannot blame me
the uk trip
marks the end of playful sandy's playful life
well
at least the Os are over
the next 5 months
will be tough
and hard
can i hold on?
maybe
a year's time
i will look back
and realised
that everything
didnt turn out as bad as i expected it to be
that
i really hope..
really..
从你眼睛看着自己最幸福的倒影
握在手心的默契是明天的指引
无论是远近什么世纪
在天堂拥抱或荒野流离
我爱你我敢去未知的任何命运
我爱你我愿意准你来跋扈地决定世界边境
偶尔我真的不懂你又有谁真懂自己
往往两个人多亲密是透过伤害来证明
像焦虑不安我就任性
怕泄漏你怕所以你生气
我爱你让我听你的疲惫和恐惧
我爱你我想亲你倔强到极限的心
我撑起所有爱围成风雨的禁地
当狂风豪雨想让你喘口气
被划破的信心需要时间痊愈
梦想牵着怀疑未来看不清
就紧紧地拥抱去传递
能量和勇气我爱你
我爱你我想去未知的任何命运
我爱你让我听你的疲惫和恐惧
我爱你我想亲你倔强到极限的心
哪里都一起去一起仰望星星
一起走出森林一起品尝回忆
一起误会妒忌一起雨过天晴
一起更懂自己一起找到意义
让我爱你
我不要没有你我不能没有你绝不能没有你
/Hopped!
2:02 PM
/ Thursday, June 07, 2007
i really dunno how this world works..
/Hopped!
8:50 PM
its insulting how i missed today's guides activity
i am insulted
i am guilty
and i am so pissed dat i missed he LAST every guides activity i will be EVER going
there goes my journey in guides..
i wont even be leaving officially
i will be missing it cos i will be in UK remember??
which is like disgusting
since..
ever since sec 1
i have been dreaming
of the day farewell
for our batch
how will it be like?
then
i suddenly gt scammed by the whole UK trip itself
the many things that i dont even know of at all
and i suddenly lose the most important events in my guiding life..
now this
i had to miss guides
i HAD to miss guides today
i HAD to fall sick AGAIN on the wrong day
this sucks
五月的天
刚诞生的夏天
我们之间
才完成的爱恋
紧握的手里面
有好多明天
五月的天
梦开始要鲜艳
前方蜿蜒
一长串的心愿
我们一天一天
慢慢实现
/Hopped!
8:17 PM
/ Wednesday, June 06, 2007
Guess wad.
i m officially in love with the 謝謝你的溫柔 mv
DA DONG HEBE
mwahahahha
and i tink the whole scene is very nice
very cool
yet..
alot of 内心戏
and guess wad
while looking for the behind the scenes vid for the mv
i found this
cos i was curious
i watched
i tell you
this is one of the smoothest fan videos i have ever seen
it is really smooth
untill it looks like it is from the same show
well,
juz ignore the subs though
(u can take a peek if u want)
managed to watch a few youtube vids today
i realised
the main reason why 5566 is getting out of fashion
mainly
comes from the fact that they are getting older
especially sun xiezhi
in fact,
he's getting so old
he's not fun anymore
and is starting to get irritating..
which is kinda sad..
since i quite liked him
bud..
haiz
people grow old
u look at the amount of hair on his head u noe liao
and he's getting too serious liao
not fun
u believe dat he is onli abit older than mr ong?
maybe same age i also dunno..
AND HE IS LIKE YOUNGER THAN WANG SHAO WEI LAH
bud he looks so much older...
watch pirates yesterday
*warning * major spoilers ahead
ALL HAIL ELIZABETH SWANN
KING OF THE PIRATES
mwahahah
she very shuai sia
love kiera knightley
now i really wish i can meet her in uk
mwahahah
olando bloom also nt bad
mwahahahhahahaha
haiz
the whole hols
i have been exhausted
by the tonnes of i dunno wad activities..
also dunno i busy with wad
juz
like every day gt alot of things to do likedat
mon, leaving for uk
even then
anyone wants to know my schedule?
..
yea
i can swear linyu's head muz be shaking violently rite nw.
bud anyway
morn
930/1000-1130/1200: Chem tuition with Jai. i tell u, dat guy's organic chem is good
afternoon
lunch: with ce, i dunno where
after that, maybe meet up wif lin yu they all, or with my parents, or go home
i also dunno
whole day packed
i cant believe i gt chem tuition the day i leave the country lah
*changes subject cos sandy realises the post is going nowhere*
OH YEA, ce's bdae on mon!!
haha
i was so uber fun
how long has it been ce, since we last went out?
erm, and the s.h.e one didnt count
mwahahhaaha
it was so uber fun
met her at orchard
then went to eat the most worth money udon meal ever
($3.50 for a bowl of very GOOD udon. it came alot too.. of cos, i added tonnes of wasabi)
after dat we went to kino
(actually before dat we went to taka's toy section cos i had a mac cone in my hand, couldnt go in)
then....
decided to go bugis!!
on the way to the mrt
we decided to go to cd rama
cos they were closing down
and ce said they had a sale
GUESS WAD
there was a WHOLE cart of $2 cds..
yep, at first, i thought, haiya
so cheap
surely some dunno wad ulu cd wan lah
bud i still went through anyway
GUESS WAD
I GOT THIS
KONE'S FIRST ALBUM!!!!
mwahahha look how toot they all were..
THE BEST THING WAS
I FOUND THIS
mwahahahha
mwahahahhaha
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mwahahhahahahah
AND IT ONLI COST $2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i went mad
and laughed all the way from orchard to bugis mrt
hehe
ce, u muz have thought i was mad
$2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
mwahahhahahahahaha
*goes off to watch show and to continue laughing*
mwahhahahahahahhahahahaha
oh yea, i found at the computer show at suntec some days ago..
hehe, grabbed one IMMEDIATELY
at least better than my bro
he grabbed FOUR
well, accidently
^^
伦敦大桥垮下来
我也不离开
你的誓言说的太快
像个旅客不断找路牌
伦敦大桥早看开
陪我在等待
爱情中最大的障碍
不是语言而是爱
(London Bridge is Falling down...)
/Hopped!
9:03 PM
/ Sunday, June 03, 2007
the song's horrendous(the fahrenheit part was VERY dissapointing.. the she part was nice)
bud the mv is nice
bud i would rather it have been jiro//hebe//arron
nicer
hehe
^^
i am OFFICIALLY a girl band person
my boy band crazes dun last long
i am OFFICIALLY a Sweety//S.H.E person
shall make a collage of pics for them soon^^
oh noo..
i seem to be running out of sweety pics..
muz go find soon..
/Hopped!
10:12 PM
.bmp)
hehe, made tis icon cos..
i realised
i was becoming more and more sotong
oh well
off to play sims
I DONT CARE MY TWIN BOYS HAVE TO GET INTO PRIVATE SCHOOL
NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES I GET REJECTED!!!!!!
mwahahhhaahhahaha
erm
yea
okay
Off!
1 day to ce's bdae
8 days to UK
gazzilion more days to my bdae
/Hopped!
8:26 PM
/ Saturday, June 02, 2007
guess which brilliant pro person got S.H.E's limited edition cover????
^^
me me me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hehe
and ce too well
hehe
bud, the difference
is dat hehe
zezilia spent $20.95 on the cd..
and i didnt
^^
yea, ok
so i did scam my cover
(and another for the girl queuing behind us,
cos she didnt buy the cd yet..)
making use of zezilia's 3 lyric booklets
and abit of scammness
and well
i got it^^
mwahahahahahhahahahhahahahahhahahaahahahahaha
mwahahahahahahhahahahahahahaha
front
back
see!
mwahahhahaa
now i can go buy the $7 cd from bugis street
meahahahahhaha
i m nt so bad hor!
i got the cd cover..
without buying the $20.95 cd
but at least i'm still gonna buy their cd..
nt dat i cant buy their cd..
bud juz dat i really cannot afford the almost $21 cd
$7's still affordable..
and i didnt want to buy the cd in the 1st place 'cos i didnt like the cover
now i can go buy it
hehe
i lurve hebe
hehehe
heheheh
hehehhehe
hehehehehhe
hehehehehhhehehe
Hey,
i did queue up 2hr+ for dat thing
and they cheated us also lah
they told us dat it would start at 7pm
bud they onli started giving out the cd covers at like
8.15????
haizzzz
the djs were crapping on the stage way in front
and i tell u
the queue
was damn long
VERY long.....
all the way till the end of the buildings
at the junction there
and still curve summore
longgggggggg sia..
oh well
shall end off here
2 days to ce's bdae
9 days to UK
212 days to my bdae..
why does it seem so long..
i dont even want to count till e Os..
p.s i still feel scammed by thee UK trip..
/Hopped!
11:40 AM