/ Thursday, May 31, 2007
boo..
well..
happy vesak day to all!
haha
juz popped by to say dat..
and SOWIE SOWIE SOWIE ZEZILIA!!!!!
i m so sorry for being such a big gigantic sotong and mixing up the uk departure trip from the 11th to the 10th..
sowieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee......................................
/Hopped!
1:57 PM
/ Wednesday, May 30, 2007
guess wad
has anyone heard of the ss hw..
heh..
go check out the class forum..
and u will noe wad i mean
THE SS TEACHERS ARE UBER SADISTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh, btw, hist. students have to do the same thing..
actually, i would rather do tat then 2 essays, 5 questions of lit..
heh
but its uber stupid..
but actually quite useful
bud anyway
?!?!?!?!
haizzz
[quote]If you don't do this assignment we would be very disappointed.[/quote]
zzzz
well, anyway..
went for bio remedial today
yep, you heard rite..
extra date with liang..
haizzz
how nice can tat get..
at 1st i thought..
oh...no big deal..
onli 2 lessons with her..
how bad can it get..
and guess wad
she plopped the bomb today
dat we are all
in her bio remedial
SO EVEN IF SCHOOL START
I HAVE TO GO FOR REMEDIAL
I CANT GO HOME
WHAT IS THIS?!!?!?!??!?!
i was so happy to get out of amaths remedial lah
and they had to drop me into bio remedial?!?!?
WHAT IS THIS
remedial no use de lah
liang no use de!!!!!!
i dun wannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
i dun wan i dun wan i dun wan.........
我是不是早以放弃
可是却还是一直硬装下去
想要争取全世界的同意
却还是找不到做自己的勇气
到底什么是自己
我自己也是被困在里
可是我一定会撑下去
对自己呐喊 ＇加油 kaye！＇
这全世界是个谎言
而我也不知道怎么再走下去
加油了自己..
加油了自己..
/Hopped!
4:06 PM
/ Tuesday, May 29, 2007
i wish dat sometimes,
i can be emo too..
/Hopped!
7:34 PM
you know what.
i tink i will juz bring that secret to my grave..
if recent events hadnt happened..
i would have long forgotten about that horrendous,
yet enriching experience..
yep
bud u noe wad..
i will juz bring it to my death bed..
maybe i will tell you
someday
when i feel that you can be trusted to be told..
well,
juz back from the party at candice's hse!!
it was fun!!!
fun, bud dunno where the fun came from^^
maybe it came from the zhong ji mi ma
or...
from the punishment for zhong-ing the mi ma..
(which by the way, are sips from gayle's concoction of.. i dunno wad..)
i lost 2..3 times?
nice
or...
it came from us teasing shawn and weicheng,
that they were..
wad..
hehe
shant say^^
or..
it came from kicking the 1,
that turned into 2,
then 4 balloons around the multi purpose room..
screaming..
or..
when meli, silan and meli decided to drag me out of the room to pond me
or..
when things turned round,
and silan became the target..
or..
when the four of us became crazy/mad
and decided to climb up 11 stories up to candice's hse
cos the lift wasnt working..
i dunno
maybe it was juz plainly cos all of us were together..
a whole group of us..
juz plain playing around..
so simple,
yet so fun..
had tuition wif meli and lan this morn..
at least i didnt sleep thru his lesson
i actually UNDERSTOOD wad he said about organic chemistry
hehe
famelae..
i tink i would never forget
oh,
and it would be nice to mention the 'nice' uncle who took us on our nice taxi trip around simei
at a 'nice' speed of 120km/h
on a non-expressway road..
i almost vomited when i came out..
well..
shall change blogskin someday..
attempted to today.
bud gave up..
i cant find 1 dat i like..
shall try another day..
well,
dats all for today now..
bye..
i miss meow meow..
*total randomness*
/Hopped!
6:12 PM
/ Friday, May 25, 2007
my sudden dash of happiness iz gone le
had to return the kitty back to school...
and the cold war wif my mom became worst..
she didnt allow me to even keep it overnight
she said she was going to throw it out
so i stormed out of the hse with the kittyy in my hands..
and walked all the way back to school
to put the kitten back where i found it..
i hope its okay
u guys dun noe how scary it is to walk into anglican high school alone for no absolute reason at all.
when it is dark
the hostel was having bbq
perhaps the PRCs were celebrating their wad, 6 points L1R5, 1st in level standard kinda thing..
then i walked to outside the stadium there..
gt this bunch of
they dun even look like they were from our school
then i walked down the sparse area stairs
the kitty meowing in my hands..
and i put it down on the place where i 1st saw it..
it looked at me for awhile..
like asking me wad i m doing likedat.
then it realised how familiar the place was..
after that it went into the logs..
and i left..
i dun understand why
all the things i seem to protect
all seem to be leaving me one by one..
angel and win-win(both deceased)
my two dogs who were even older than me..
they accompanied me all the say from the time i was born
all the way till i was p6..
angel was win-win's mom
angel died on the 5th of jan(i tink ard there) (i remember it was one day after the collision between the two RSS's ships..)
win-win died on the 22nd of jan
the two of them died within 2 weeks of each other..
the two of them were like..
insperable
唇亡齿寒
dat was how they were like..
silky
the lost dog outside our home..
in 2005
kept it for dunno how long
then we had to return it to its rightful owner..
i remember..
dat day
i was at 2F's year end chalet..
bro wants to use com..
so i shall continue..perhaps 2mr
2mr still have to go do wad
visit some old folks home
OLD FOLKS HOME
i thought after i finished my NYAA silver i would nt have to do something likdat ever again..
haizzz..
OH!
nss's gonna call my father on tues,
whoops
hvn tell him yet..
heh..
ok..
time's up
gtg le..
bb
this has 'KAWAIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!' written all over it's face rite..
11 days till cecilia's bdae
yes, i remember..
/Hopped!
9:21 PM
i realised sumtink's wrong with the layout of my blog
oh and i love my new kitty(perhaps temporary if my mom does nt want to keep it)
yea,
so i kidnapped the poor thing
but it was so cuteeeeeeeeeeee
so silan meli and i r nw its mommy
heh
gt report bk today
heh
results better than i expected
at least i didnt deprove as much as i expected
heh
managed to maintain my 15th placing in class(thankfully)
at least i can explain to my parents
bud my level average dropped..
che
i dunno wad to eat for lunchhh
sch dismiss so early de today..
11am
i tink its the earliest this year!
*shall upload more pics of my
sweety's cuter days..
/Hopped!
12:54 PM
/ Monday, May 21, 2007
well,
had cip today
was fun!!
collecting old newspapers..
and having so much fun being karang guni men...
so fun getting the opportunity to knock on the doors of everyone's home..
*knock*
nobody
*knock*
still nobody.
if u r lucky,
someone opens the door
and you go
"erm, hello, i was wondering if you have any old newspapers or clothes.
we are from anglican high and we are having our recycling project now.."
if you are even luckier,
they say that they have
otherwise they say dat they dont..
but you are the luckiest,
if they just leave the newspapers outside the door(with our flyer stuck to the plasitc bags)
or,
if you are like lin yu,
who gt greeted with huge stack of newspaper behind the door.
thankfully,
my gastric pains did not work up..
maybe i am recovering
*cheers*
my whole genting trip
i was suffering from the pains of my stomach.
i dunno wad was wrong with it..
but i juz noe dat it was PAIN.
well,
at least the trip did not all go to waste..
i managed to buy a nice magazine for RM3.00=S$1.5around there
cheap rite!
there was stacks of taiwanese idol news inside
and they even had photoshopped pics of fahrenheit,
huang yu rong, ming dao and sun de rong as girls...
jing dian
please dun remind me 2mr gt mock chinese test,
and dat chinese o level is in 1 week's time
i completely forgot,
if the teachers had nt reminded me..
sian..
i hate exams
hate it.
hate it
hate it
especially after this mid years..
i hope the teachers enjoy this
demoralising us completely.
suck lah
and ah boon still ask us to watch out wad we blog.
nt dat i gt anything against her
bud i juz dun like the way sometimes she does things
i miss mr wang
i miss mr lim even more..
he rox lah
i miss being innocent and little..
i hate growing up.
i am happy enjoying my capricious life..
enjoying days with just studying and plain tests.
tests.
nt exams.
i repeat
nt exams
appearence vs reality
wow,
the reality of it all.
a stupid friend of mine juz complained to me she caught her boyfriend cheating on her
still caught them on bed
in my head,
i was like
"I DONT CARE"
i dont really like her ANYWAY
she always says things that are completely nt true..
she says she noes wu zun
wadever
like i believe likedat
i dont really know her anyway
so y do i even care???
cos i m so nice?
i dont like to be so nice
i want to show my temper sometimes also
i dun want to be the very nice girl u noe..
its tiring being nice.
so the only way i console myself
to listen to her HOURS of lies.
is dat if i want to get any taiwanese singer's autographs,
i can get from her.
she chases them around
well, i met her at sweety's autograph session ANYWAY..
heh
i appearance i am listening to her
interested about how she chased wuzun in january
and how wuzun consoled her so many times when she was angry
bud
do i believe her?
not really
bud i dunno how to cancel out all connections with her
how do you reject someone?
teach me...
i cant wait till e nv ah chu shows
it looks uber nice..
omg..
time's flying by too fast
i dun want to leave sec sch..
no mater how much i hate the sch
i still like sec sch life
i dun want to leave..
i dun want.......................
don't you just love the sceneries at genting?
heh,
i was playing around in my hotel room...
we stayed at tower 2 this time!!^^
/Hopped!
8:23 PM
/ Thursday, May 17, 2007
whoa..
i realised i havent been in here for a week now..
well.. genting trip's been postponed,
not cancelled
to 2mr..
which is good
i need to keep y mind off some things
i need a break
really
i dunno wad i am tired about
maybe i put too much pressure on myself..
i dunno..
i used to think i work well under pressure
bud now i realise,
the more pressure i put on myself
the more i let go of myself
shit
gt mid years back todays
nice lah
border for almost EVERYTHING
i will be laughing away if my L1R5 doesnt hit 20..
havent counted yet..
-cant bear to
20=SSS
SSS= complete waste of time..
wth lah
shall i blog about my whole streak of bad luck?
-fell sick on the day before ss paper..
so which means the whole mid year,
the only 2 papers i did in a sound state of mind..
was EM paper 1 and geog paper 2
both scored-okay lah
then the rest suck
yea, and i noe i disturbed alot of people during the exams..
i'm utterly sorry
-and on the last day of exams,
juz when everyone was beginning to prepare their post exams activities
and just when i was starting to recover,
i kena food poisoning..
whoa i tell u how ANGRY I WAS dat day
wth lah
i barely made it through my geog paper 1
impressively,
i scored okay for dat 1..
this is nt the first time i so suay on the last day of exams liao
sec 2 dat time i broke my leg..
i still remember the laughter coming from nicholson then..
zzzzz
well at least something came out good today
guides gt 2nd for cheering competition!!!
yeah!!!!!
and i tink mini olympics abit fei lah
only 3 cca groups joined the cheering competition
oh well,
at least we didnt get last..
(personally i wasnt having high hopes, since, well the other two ccas both gt champions b4..)
nccs won with their butts again lah
oh and they almost set the indoor stadium on fire too..
yeepee
i tink the stadium's floor is permanently stained by it now..
and they still won 1st..
WADEVER LAH
che
mom wants me to go eat le
bb!
wish me good luck
i need it.
go qiao!
p.s, fahrenheit and S.H.E's duet is horrendous,
fahrenheit completely paled in comparison lah..
their singing was horrendous...
hope they have an MV to make up for it though..
/Hopped!
6:52 PM
/ Thursday, May 10, 2007
genting trip cancelled>.<
my grandma fell off the escalator today and is in hosp..
>.<
/Hopped!
10:04 PM
*cough*
before i begin
i would sincerely like to apologise to the people who i irritated today through my loud coughings and sneezes during the amaths paper.
*bows*
i'm sorry
but really,
i need to explain myself
if i didnt cough
or blow my nose
i would have suffocated to death
my throat was so itchy i couldnt breathe
and my nose was BLOCKED
so i used finished..like 2 packets of tissue(courtesy of silan)
*cough*
dunno how i going to last 2mr
so many people falling sick
take care...
okay..
shall go sleep now
and let my bro use e com^^
*snore*
1 day to GENTING
5 days to EOE(end of exam)
加油!!加油!!加油!!
these
are the pics
thatsparkedofmycompleteubercrazeoverjrxqiao^^
SO CUTE LAH
wait till u watch it moving
its so sw-eet u will melt lah
"天塌下来，有我来扛"
-晴天
/Hopped!
4:09 PM
/ Tuesday, May 08, 2007
*cough*
i dont understand
Y IN THE WORLD DO I KEEP FALLING SICK!!!!!!
yea lah
i sick again lah
so nice rite.
right in the middle of exams summore
what is it with people falling sick these few days..
natalia's sick-missed 4 papers so far
zhan peng's sick- he skipped sch today lah
and so many other people..
*cough*
what's with people being sick
tink its the weather..
*cough*
*clears nose*
2mr's bio..
hmm
i will prove dat i can study even without liang..
okay..
father's starting to nag liao..
che
whats with chasing us off the com!!
zzz
aw..the brilliant xian jian times..
/Hopped!
9:56 PM
/ Sunday, May 06, 2007
i need to study
/Hopped!
10:40 AM
i'm going mad
/Hopped!
10:38 AM
WHAT IS IT WITH MACBETH?!?!?!
what is with it with the stupid theme of good vs evil
there is nothing in this world such as good and evil
there is always two sides to everything
even accused people have their own chance of being not-guilty
as lawyers always say
as long as the judge has not sentence the accused
he is not guilty of anything
and puaypuay likes to draw such a close line for everything
a real-life eg.
a knife can be used to murder
a deadly weapon to steal a person's unprotected life.
but,
a knife is not neccessary bad!
we need our knives to COOK
otherwise we would be chewing grasses of chye-sim every day instead of using our chopsticks to shove them into our mouths,
THE CORRECT SIZE!
anyway, a machete is the most important object you can have when u are lost in a forest
with a machete, you have already won half the battle.
-as quoted from the discovery channel survival show:' i-shouldnt-be-alive'
eg in macbeth?
simple
banquo
dat guy isnt as simple as he seems
the witches
they are not as evil as they seem
isnt literature about this?
that everything does not have a fixed point of view?
and that everything has MORE than two sides to everything?
i dunno
i like to agrue about irrelavant points
ignore me
juz like in the case of sweety
some people prefer yanyan
they say qiaoqiao is nt as cute
and as lively
she's too cold
and others say that qiaoqiao's better
yanyan's too act cute
too jia
and qiaoqiao sings much better
she's prettier too
but i tell u
there are two sided things
dats y i always say
i cannot like only one single particular person
dats y i prefer to obsess over bands rather than solo-ers
eg
*sweety.
dat 1 no need to say liao
i love the two of them
okay- qiaoqiao wins over a little
but still i love yanyan
*project superstar
this 1 is dead even
daren and diya
go!
*5566
this 1 gt 3
sun xiezhi
xu mengzhe
wang shaowei
i like themm
for different personal reasons
well
*kone
i like JR!! and gino's nt bad too^^
*S.H.E
Hebe! and ella..
*fahrenheit
da dong and ya lun.
wu zun's out of the list
possibly cos he's liked by too many people now
gets a little irritating
* qi duo hua
nt really crazy over them
but who i prefer?
xiao jie and wei ru
i dunno y also
xiao jie i like
wei ru...
dunno..
sometimes she gets a-little irritating
but she's fine
any more idol-bands i left out?
183club does not count
i never believe in solo obsession
i never believe that anyone can not feng over less than two people in the same group
nah
for me that's practically impossible
还是喜欢你
只要能够远远这样看着你
看着你看着你
就算伤心心里还是好想你
好想你好想你
只要能够静静这样陪着你
陪着你陪着你
就算分手还是选择喜欢你
喜欢你喜欢你
我好希望整个地球
只剩下我和你
我就能勇敢的说我还爱你
我好希望我会忘记说
再见的声音
我不再回忆也不再伤心
/Hopped!
9:09 AM
/ Saturday, May 05, 2007
guess wad.
i'm going to genting next week
NEXT WEEK
yep
u didnt see wrongly,
(lucky you,
ur not blind^^)
neither did i type wrongly
and neither am i scamming you
(i m not dat bo liao)
crazy rite
next week
slapped right into the middle of my mid years
when i said dat i will party after the amaths exams
i didnt expect to get this..
whoa?
i'm going genting next week!!
leavin on fri
comin back on sun
and i still have chem, geog and emaths papers the next week
zzz
and i found out onli..
2 hrs ago?
my mom told me this morn dat we were going in two weeks
after the exams
then i was like
'o-kayyyy
dats fast'
then she went my grandma's hse
and she found out dat my grandma remember wrongly
so we're going next week
WHOA?????
i'm still suffering from shock
*stones*
chio rite.
/Hopped!
8:37 PM
/ Friday, May 04, 2007
嗨！
怎么啦，
看我又用华语来BLOG了，觉得很怪吧。。
就不知道为什么，突然又有触动，
想要那么做。。。
今天，
是EMATHS和地理年中考试。。。
终于松下了一小口气。。
而且更惨的一点就是，着只是我十二个考试之二而已。。。
棒吧。
imagine having to go through the same process for the next week plus
and this is still ONLY the midyears,
theres still the prelims
and the OLEVELS...
i tink by the end of it
i will be only left with my bones...
my 灵魂already魂飞破散...
oh yea, if u r wondering y i changed back to blog in english,
thats cos i was blogging at snail speed
too slow liao
i spend so much time thinking wad words to say
i completely forget what i want to say liao
now i understand how 吴尊 feels like
oh, btw he blogged.
2dae
at 6:23pm
so i m one of e first few people to see that post...
Guessed what i'm having for dinner??
杯杯面!!!^^
rather miserable rite
and only 'cos my brilliant bro finished my dinner for his lunch(TOGETHER WITH HIS OWN SHARE OF LUNCH!)
so yea,
i'm stuck with 杯杯面..
nt tat i'm complaining though..
^^
its porkchop flavour!
i tell you the flavours get more and more interesting..
and since i'm alone at home right now
i shall have my candlelight dinner with my com(the light comes from the monitor)
my bro's out for british council
my father's out playing badminton with his friends
my mom deserted me at home to go to BISHAN with her friends
and poor me's stuck at home
well at least i gt my com
^^
watched 妙手仁心(三) juz now..
recommended by silan and meli
quite nice lehh
i'm wondering..
should i touch my 紫禁之颠..
i didnt watch it juz nw cos..
i tink i would explode
and i 好不容易 then calm down for awhile 1
hmm
maybe i should touch it only after the mid years bah
(i highly doubt i will)
but still
its worth a try..
ss and lit exam on mon..
加油!!
11 days to temporary freedom
37 days to UK..
加油!
i can make it 的!
shall go surf the web now..
maybe i will go watch紫禁之颠..
as if i nt crazy enuf over qiaoqiao and JR
haizzzz
who cares if its gt the qiao qiao forum label on it.
IT HAS JR AND QIAOQIAO IN A HEART!!!!!
/Hopped!
7:10 PM
/ Thursday, May 03, 2007
dont ask me y i m here
yes i noe i have mid years 2mr
and yes, i noe i m nt suppose to be here
i still have the re-study everything
just popped by to check my email..
countdown 12 days to temporary freedom
shall post my shortest post ever..
so sad
cant watch my zi jing zhi dian
shall go back now
bb
the clothes they are wearing familiar anyone?
/Hopped!
4:22 PM
/ Tuesday, May 01, 2007
问世间情为何物。
本小姐今天将冒着被人取笑的大冒险，
来以华文BLOG。
感觉。。。真的好不同哦
用华文发着个部落格。。
问世间情为何物。
人与人之间的感情，
就那么容易被毁灭吗？
真的好期待能有一天，
陈秋吟能真正的面对自己。。
但，在那一天来临之前，
我一定会咬紧牙关，
熬过去。
相信自己，
我就一定能完成目标？
可是为什么，
我就是说服不了我自己呢。。。。。
就此搁笔，余言再叙了。
拜。
/Hopped!
7:58 PM