/ Sunday, June 12, 2011
breathe in breathe out. somethings i am really bursting to say but for the betterment of all i better shut up.
i dont want to turn into the kind of people i hate. the kind who stir up troubles for no shit.
but i need somewhere to rant. to clear my system. hence returning to this abandoned land.
privacy will be granted only unless those serious stalkers are still checking this blog.
breathe in breathe out.
is it me becoming more picky with people? esp after the people i come into contact with are like that?
i really dont want to pick on them and they never seem to got on my nerves before but now i cant help myself.
trying to be as vague as possible so names dont get released.
or maybe it works both ways.
but this is sacred ground to me. how dare u stir up trouble in it. i will guard it. guard it with my life.
/Hopped!
8:23 PM
/ Thursday, April 08, 2010
나는 다시 blogging 시작하는 것을 결정했다.
Dont understand it?
Lol.
neither do i.
but according to babelfish.com,
it is suppose to mean: "i have decided to start blogging again. "
hur hur hur.
korean wave eh.
cant believe i succumbed to it.
___
You know. i genuinely started off deciding to blog like, a super long post..
but then i started looking at blogskins..
and reading my old posts..
so.
right.
erm.
yes.
so bye.
shoo.
Pointless blog post no 1.
you shouldnt even be here in the first place.
no one knows i actually randomly update my blog.
no one actually visits it cos its really so dead.
i dont come here.
and so shouldnt you.
haiz.
ok.
its the blogging instantaneous weariness feeling.
thats me.
三分钟热度
-Solange
/Hopped!
9:13 PM
/ Wednesday, January 27, 2010
its strange hur. more than a year past my last post, and i suddenly feel like being back here again.
i mean. "blogs were so last century"*cue bimbo voice*
but then. i guess, today's really been a reflecting day for me.
The past 2 months ever since the end of As, i have been partying like a mad dog.
okay. maybe partying is not the right word.
hows slacking, holidaying, rotting, slothing....
doing NOTHING with my life.
now i really want to do something right.
looking towards the future,
all i see is fear and fogginess.
i'm. damn. blardie. scared.
regret is what i really do not want.
but unless i do something to really prove to myself, this fear will always stick with me.
people keep telling me that results dont matter.
if you screw up As,
it is not the end.
but to me,
this low confidence, lacking in self esteem person,
Exams are the only way of proving to myself that i can do something(?)
lol. emo moment.
i see everyone
hustling about their jobs
learning new stuff
and all i do is watch drama series.
i see talented people fly past.
and the only thing i am slightly more inclined towards,
(ie acting, daydreaming out drama series storylines)
are all. just. dreams.
sian.
at this moment. i'm really scared.
really afraid.
its like a vacuum suddenly.
suddenly, i can do anything.
i can do any job i want.
there are no fixed subjects, syllabuses to study.
now,
i am just floating.
a floating soul.
i really want a job.
so i can do something.
again.
i miss school.
/Hopped!
1:00 AM
/ Friday, November 14, 2008
well..
i cant believe this..
its november already..
actually
almost halfway through november..
lets just say that,
time passes much too quickly..
in just one year..
i've changed..so has everyone else i suppose..
i sound so emo when i read through my old posts..
haha
i'm just happy now where i am..
or am i?
hehe
i may be hiding it..
haha
nah..
its just one of my failure attempts to act emo
^^
/Hopped!
6:03 PM
/ Sunday, September 21, 2008
it has been months since i last blogged..
considering how hectic life has been..
i supposed thats why..
right smack in the promos now..
dunno wth i have the time to come here..
i suppose its cos
of the exceedingly high levels of stress i am undergoing now...
snapped in the morning..
finally calmed down(thank goodness for ost....WITHOUT singing...)
they produce a rather calming effect on me i realise..
5 more days..
5 more days and then i can breathe..
i am fine..
i just
need rest
i dun wanna leave 2008
i dun wanna leave j1..
i dun wan 2009 to come
i will be 17!!!
NO!!
this cannt be happening..
i cant be growing up...
haha
i realised
i miss the essence of blogging..
maybe aft promos..
i will reincarnate my blog..
and let her live again...
that is.
if i manage to survive promos.
jia you bah
ying er.
/Hopped!
5:58 PM
/ Friday, July 25, 2008
well
today was..
a wierd day
first, i went to school
even though it was only half day,
to PON the whole day of lessons,
and camp in 24..
i swear, i dont think any of my classmates know i am in school...
ok lah
maybe those in tsd may know..
but yea, you get the drift.
spent the whole morning slacking..
didnt get
watched eva and her poloroid bid frenzy on ebay earrrrrrly in the morning...
was quite interesting
haha
then hung around
chit chat with the other guys in costume room( trina is now officially convinced that i am half a guy...thanks lah, arianto...say theres 6 1/2 guys and 1/2 girl in the room)
then ran out of school to cycle at ecp- i swear i love cycling
went backk to vj, cabbed to toa payoh to attend the finger players talk
-it was quite an experience...
quite cool lehhhz
splurged at popular- i love stationary
then took this suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuper long bus ride from toapayoh all the way back home..
fell asleep in the wrong position, and kena neck cramp..
oh well..
i feel sleepy...............
/Hopped!
10:02 PM
/ Tuesday, July 22, 2008
the world is not fair-
to you
to me
to anyone else.
Therefore.
The world is fair.
Funny how this world works eh
i'm seriously suffering from oversleep..
double econs day 2mr
sian
/Hopped!
11:53 PM